how my life is filled with the wonderful people

let the past be as it is

2010-04-03T23:33:00.003+08:00

hihihihi!(:

yesyes...super long never update yuhsss!!!

sorry~

hahas

been busyy with life!

2010.a new year.met great friends.love them.<3

as simple as that(((((((((((((:

CRUSH-ED

2009-09-12T12:46:00.002+08:00

i never knew that it would be this excruiciating.
its painful;awful.
it only hit me when someone told me-i was stupid for not knowing.
perhaps i no longer exist in yr life.
who knows,maybe there's someone else in your heart.(al-
though unsure if i was ever in yours)
i cried.real badly.it has been a long time since i cried this bad for someone.
perfect.here im torn and i see u.im doing this outside.
it slipped my mind that u live around here.
coincidence?unlucky?
i dont know.anyways.
grrrr.im lost for words.
(in the process of thinking)
(oww...i poked my eye with my nails.pain pain pain!)~
maybe i should just take it that i didnt see u.ok.
errrrr...... cant stand it.unbearable.
S.O.S
someone save me.
its like whenever im with you,
i feel as though im at the top of the world.
whenever im not.i'll think of you.then be happy.
but now...
i have to stop myself from thinking of you.
its really gonna be hard.but i'll have to try.
i hardly slept last night.although i was exhausted.
even if i had slept,my mind was still bloggling about you.
then at around 7plus,my mum waked me up.wow.thanks.
she asked me to bake bread pudding
so she could give it to her friends to eat

then i had tuition.totally not concentrating.

made a large number of errors.

im never been this carried away before.

its like a new feeling.

weird.

i think im starting to freak myself out.

losing control.

well,no matter how bad this sounds,im not blaming u.

i'll just continue to ponder over this.

and wonder(like i always do)

...till then.im heartbrok-en.

i never felt this way before
i never knew it would be this piercing
i never knew you'd be like this.
i thought you were different
maybe you really are but
i just didn't get to know that part of you yet
im hoping you'd be .
praying for a miracle.
hoping you'd still be there for me in someday.as a friend.
or maybe even more.
i don't know.
i never like to say goodbye.
because im really bad at it.
even if i ever say
i know never mean it.
fyi.this aint a goodbye.
yet.

im back finally!

2009-09-12T12:27:00.002+08:00

so sorry..with all that delay.
time to cont!(:

hmmm.well,we party-ed the whole night
every entrance of the house was amazingly decorated.
balloons everywhere.
so there was buffet(which was perfect!)
super delicious
then disco!(= there were disco lights!!!!!
plusplus SMOKE MACHINE!
basically it was super awesome,
thankfully none of the ppl were drunk.
one group clashed overnight over at my place
they played wii.
damn funny can.
they were really into the game as though it was real
haha(((((:
was an AWW-SOME night.
all the hard work of preperation were paid off;well.

end-

2009-07-11T18:26:00.002+08:00

fast forwading time.JULY!

040709

another awesome day
pepper's mad hatter tea party!(her 21 celebration)

party details
date:040709
time:0630
venue:at home-garden party
theme:alice in wonderland
colour code:red and black

imagine this.
as u approach the house,you see red anad black balloons hanging on the gate.
upon entering,there;s a reception,with door bitches,and party hats and pictures-to remember the good ol' days
walking deeper in the garden u see a tent,
more red and black balloons on the tent,
buffet (hi-lo setting)tables.
on the tables are card games(snap.old maid.donkey.happy family)
oh not forgetting,a tea set!(ro match the theme)
UPDATES SOON OK!i dun have time already.have to rush off now!(:

240609 part(II)&250609

2009-07-11T18:07:00.003+08:00

after checking out,i went to meet LILIAN!at arnd 4 plus.(still have yet to wink an eye kay!)
went to lido to book tickets for transformers!(:
well.it was my sister's birthday surprise.
it was like total panic cause my sister wanted to change the tickets from 2.30 to 3.30
thank goodness it can be changed ok!(: then everything was settled and we had early dinner!(actually it was my lunch and dinner)JAP FOOD!yumyum..praying that things would turn out the way its planned-to surprise her in the cinema on her 21st birthday/

250609
happy birthday pepper!love u always!
went to great world for gym(dance class)
then pepper called an d said that she would meet me late..
cause she is not ready..(as usual)what more can u expect especially when its her special day.
my mum ended up picking me up and sending us to orchard.
non stop messages to lilian.
pepper and i are where and where.(praying in my heart we wont bump into each other)
everything went well until pepper had to get subway cookies.i had no choice but to hurry call and check where lilian was.little did i know that they would bump into each other there.
the acting still continued.as though it was really fate that they met.HAHAHA!
PEPPER FELL FOR IT.here comes the best part.
we got in to the cinema and settled down.saw lilian,alex,emily at the corner of my eye.
\pepper was busy smsing and settling down.they came in to sit and pepper still didnt notice that it was them.(what to do;she's kinda blur)heees!!(((:
then they were likie HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEPPER!
and made quite a commotion in the theatre.by looking at the smile on her face and the way she reacted i was ecstatic yet heaving a sigh of relief.(glad that everything turned out SUPERRR WELL!)oh gosh whatta day!

wheeeeee!

2009-07-11T17:54:00.003+08:00

sandy's mood fluctuates alot.especially these few days.anyway,UPDATES on her life!

230609 to 240609
she had her chalet.it was filled with so much fun
although she only invited 4 people,it was super fun.
we played wii,game of life,poker cards-penalty is to drink.
watched tv.watched ''honey'',swam,ate lots of yummy food!(thank you mummy for taking the trouble to cook with me)
it all started with zehui,joyce and cheng yang.kai jie only joined in at arnd 7...
why?BECAUSE he had to go to singapore discovery centre for i dont know what...anyways
we played till about 10 plus,chengyang had to go home.then we continued to play cards;till about 4am then zehui and joyce was super tired.so left with kai jie and myself.played wii till 9.30am i think.then woke zehui and joyce up.had breakfast(MAC!)heees(((:checked out at 1pm.

it may sound boring,but boy im not really good in expressing every detail.(;

2009-06-18T18:20:00.007+08:00

ps!((((:
im like super busy so i haven't got the time to actually blog.
okok,updates!
basically its the hols now and boy am i still THAT busy.
well.i spend most of my time in tuition and doing my tuition work~
oh...speaking of work;i have not done my school holiday homework...whoops!(:
ok,have been going to ikea these two days(with my mum)and orchard..
i miss going out with my old friends!
however i cant cause im kinda like grounded
its like thekind where i cant go out with my friends but can with my mum or sis and go gym.
so i wouldnt really say im grounded...hahas
I SO HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT!
cant stand it man...
what im doing now is likego gym
YES!SANDY DOES GO TO THE GYM!
hahaha
shocking or cant imagine?
well,is true-
sandy is soooo hyper today no doubt abt it.u can ask joyce...
and now her fingers are in te mood to type.
recently she's in the mood for MANY things.and she wants alot of things..
i mean ALOT of things.
basically,she wants everything!haha(:
the few things that she wants fast are
a new phone
bags
shoes
clothes
her hair to grow super quickly(haha)
wallet
her own laptop
yea...thats basically it for the time being~
ok.she has to go soon...
i will be back,i promise!((:
see you soon!

2009-05-29T14:32:00.002+08:00

this week really passed real fast man...its coming to an end already.
oh gosh!mother tongue o level is on the FIRST of june.im worried~
actually i dont know if im prepared for the exam....

okok lets drift away from the topic for awhile now
mother tongue intensive tis whole week.first two days still rather serious.after that it was more of
parying though..haha
we practically brought chips and sweets to class
use our handphones,listen to music and and and SLEEP!
c'mon la
everyday mother tongue from 8 to 0345
very tiring one okay
heeeeeeeeeee(:
okok i have more to say.(thAT wiLL bE iN THe nEXT poST)

im back!(:

2009-05-08T15:04:00.002+08:00

man!finally mid year is over man....
thank goodness i managed to pull it through.

cont on mid year update~
math paper 1 was rather fine
paper 2 incompleted!dead shit left qn 7 and 1/2 of 9 undone
then a day break...
ohyea.today
one hour paper...(phy/chem)paper 1

overall.im gonna do real badly for mye this year..cow!
wahahas...okok i gtg...seeya!miss me!!!!!!!!(:
gg ECP!(: wheeeeeeeeee

to my dear friend,jamie(:

2009-05-01T18:43:00.004+08:00

hey girl.its the mid year~
jia you ya!
u are a smart and pretty girl!
sorry ya. cause i cant always find u these few days.its the exams so ya~i think u also very busy de,so i dun wanna disturb u (:
truthfully,i know u also dun wanna be disturb...so...hmmmm(laughs) ya
i know i always say this but really
THANK YOU for being there for me.always!
its just the so many things u do that make me feel thankful
the word thank you is just to little cause u mean so very much to me..
(:

2009-05-01T18:27:00.004+08:00

oh gosh..
mid year started on tuesday
day 1= english-i would say ok(more to the bad side)
day 2= chinese-hard.(no comments!)
day 3=MADNESS!
social studies-bad
chemistry-worse
principles of account-gone case

dead!=X

then studied with chee hean in the library(marine parade)
surprised that i could go~
well.we really studied
he taught me geog.
and to my amazement,i could understand!
wahahas!~
thank you chee hean!(:
then we studied from 6 till 8.30~it felt like night study.hahas
then we waited for my bus tgt.
shared a lot.talked alot.lastly,learned a lot.
hope can study more tgt in future ya!

updates on the girl..

2009-04-25T23:49:00.002+08:00

she's sick and is feeling horrible.

went to see the doc

she had some gastric something something.

but this girl has not have gastric..

well anyway,i dunno if its linked~hahas

right now,she cant study as NOTHING is entering her head.

mid year is coming and she's definately! not ready.

this sucks!~

NIGHT STUDY!

2009-04-25T23:09:00.003+08:00

well here it goes...

DAY 1!

sat with sabrina,annchee,shanti.[one table]ruz,kai jie,chengyang[the next table]

almost late! it was humans and el today.

we kinda studied at first.then slowly drifted away...

until andrea went to look or mr lim to ask geog qns.

POM!the table where andrea and mr lim sat were a grp of us instead of just andrea..

all brought paper to the table except me.

but...

i recorded the whole thing

wahahahas.(((((((((:

ok the last one hour really tried to study.

they gave us horrible milo(says shanti)

the milo had no sugar

wahahahaha(:

i hate that bug that flew by.-sabrina killed it with all her might!haha

Day 2!

sat with the same people

[people in the night study prog who sat beside me grew smarter.the brought their own sugar]

it was sciences!

not bad ok!i did alot can!!!

but i know i can do better if it was not for rosie!(ruz)

crappimg and gaing all the way..

well.it was super funny.couldnt stop laughing...

hey,i really focused and finished what i planned to study :)

well..sabrina and i started sending songs to each other..but continued to study after that.

DAY3!

sabrina,annchee,kaijie and i sat on one table tgt!

it was math!like eww!gross!!!

but i didnt.i cont with my sciences.

the canteen was like super noisy la..

we ended up talking more than studying:)

well.had fun too.

NIGHT STUDY WAS FUN AND NICE!<3

hi.

2009-04-18T23:25:00.002+08:00

today wasn't fanastic but rather fun still.

well...i went to gym!(yeayea,yr shocked aren't you)

spin classes are funfunfun!!!

but not today.

there was a change of instructor and the songs he played were not wowable..

i totally clueless with the songs he played.

then halfway,i dont know what happened..

my leg slipped out of the paddle.OUCH!ok la it wasn't that pain though~i guess...

then i thought it was only like bruise and stuff

never did i know that my leg was bleeding...but it was mild..thank goodness!

that wasnt the worse...

it was only halfway through the class and i knew that i couldn't just leave.

that'll be weird..weirdly weird.

ok then the aircon wasn't working so well.

the gym,well the whole shopping centre,was affected.

SUPER HOT!imagine cycling in a humid room,stuffy and only with fans that blew to a certain distance!=X

and i knew i didn't workout much but i knew i was sweating like a mad pig!!!!!!

so finally,it was over...damn crapped up cause i felt as if i could more and yet enjoy it.

well...then i met my uncle.

ate ajsein ramen..hmmmm not bad!(:

went home,showered.

then went to help my mum do something..

went popular and then to parkway again...omg thats like two times..then ate watermelon ice cream.YUMS!heeeeeee... well after that,i went for tuition~

whats new man... haha(((((((((((:

2009-04-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

darns.

schools tiring.im really very tired.

just imagine,

tuition everyday.

thank goodness cca's over.

im really dead tired.

few hrs of sleep.

life now is like a cycle

wake up

get ready for school

duty at classroom block

chit chat with my DARLING markerbaby~

swear and curse about life and how busy we are(haha)

go to class.

have lessons/doze off

end of school

tuition

finally

home

if possible

homework

if not

stare blankly at my plain ceiling

cant sleep.

then once i close my eyes,they have to be opened again.

the whole cycles continues~

im worried.

2009-04-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

OK...this thing is a way i can ''Di-stress''(((:

i hope yr alright.

i hope nothing really bad happened.

i hope u will still be the same person i know.

just hoping that you're fine now.im really worried and still wondering~(;

i love my council friends!LOADS<3

2009-04-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

thank u for everything you've done for us.

i really appreciate it alot.it was so thoughtful.

oh man,im gonna miss u guys once ive graduated.

but dont fear,i'll definately visit u guys.i really dont know how to

show my affection and gratitude towards u.okok,i shall continue another time~i have to go off now.seeya soon!

2009-04-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm,im still new to this so....please bear with me.

currently,im really very tired with school stuff and other things too

anyway.im really lazy to do anything right now!

2009-03-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

heyheys!oh my gosh...this is so pissing me off,i cant change the timing and date settings!RAWR!

just something to say

2009-03-28T00:04:00.001+08:00

ahhhhhhh!today's my first day using this thing?hmmm i really wonder why ppl blog...
so well.i am just gonnA see how things go~(:!