i never knew that it would be this excruiciating. its painful;awful. it only hit me when someone told me-i was stupid for not knowing. perhaps i no longer exist in yr life. who knows,maybe there's someone else in your heart.(al- though unsure if i was ever in yours) i cried.real badly.it has been a long time since i cried this bad for someone. perfect.here im torn and i see u.im doing this outside. it slipped my mind that u live around here. coincidence?unlucky? i dont know.anyways. grrrr.im lost for words. (in the process of thinking) (oww...i poked my eye with my nails.pain pain pain!)~ maybe i should just take it that i didnt see u.ok. errrrr...... cant stand it.unbearable. S.O.S someone save me. its like whenever im with you, i feel as though im at the top of the world. whenever im not.i'll think of you.then be happy. but now... i have to stop myself from thinking of you. its really gonna be hard.but i'll have to try. i hardly slept last night.although i was exhausted. even if i had slept,my mind was still bloggling about you. then at around 7plus,my mum waked me up.wow.thanks. she asked me to bake bread pudding so she could give it to her friends to eat
then i had tuition.totally not concentrating.
made a large number of errors.
im never been this carried away before.
its like a new feeling.
weird.
i think im starting to freak myself out.
losing control.
well,no matter how bad this sounds,im not blaming u.
i'll just continue to ponder over this.
and wonder(like i always do)
...till then.im heartbrok-en.
i never felt this way before i never knew it would be this piercing i never knew you'd be like this. i thought you were different maybe you really are but i just didn't get to know that part of you yet im hoping you'd be . praying for a miracle. hoping you'd still be there for me in someday.as a friend. or maybe even more. i don't know. i never like to say goodbye. because im really bad at it. even if i ever say i know never mean it. fyi.this aint a goodbye. yet.
i never knew that it would be this excruiciating. its painful;awful. it only hit me when someone told me-i was stupid for not knowing. perhaps i no longer exist in yr life. who knows,maybe there's someone else in your heart.(al- though unsure if i was ever in yours) i cried.real badly.it has been a long time since i cried this bad for someone. perfect.here im torn and i see u.im doing this outside. it slipped my mind that u live around here. coincidence?unlucky? i dont know.anyways. grrrr.im lost for words. (in the process of thinking) (oww...i poked my eye with my nails.pain pain pain!)~ maybe i should just take it that i didnt see u.ok. errrrr...... cant stand it.unbearable. S.O.S someone save me. its like whenever im with you, i feel as though im at the top of the world. whenever im not.i'll think of you.then be happy. but now... i have to stop myself from thinking of you. its really gonna be hard.but i'll have to try. i hardly slept last night.although i was exhausted. even if i had slept,my mind was still bloggling about you. then at around 7plus,my mum waked me up.wow.thanks. she asked me to bake bread pudding so she could give it to her friends to eat
then i had tuition.totally not concentrating.
made a large number of errors.
im never been this carried away before.
its like a new feeling.
weird.
i think im starting to freak myself out.
losing control.
well,no matter how bad this sounds,im not blaming u.
i'll just continue to ponder over this.
and wonder(like i always do)
...till then.im heartbrok-en.
i never felt this way before i never knew it would be this piercing i never knew you'd be like this. i thought you were different maybe you really are but i just didn't get to know that part of you yet im hoping you'd be . praying for a miracle. hoping you'd still be there for me in someday.as a friend. or maybe even more. i don't know. i never like to say goodbye. because im really bad at it. even if i ever say i know never mean it. fyi.this aint a goodbye. yet.
