let the past be as it is April 03, 2010 11:33 PM
hihihihi!(:yesyes...super long never update yuhsss!!!
sorry~
hahas
been busyy with life!
2010.a new year.met great friends.love them.<3
as simple as that(((((((((((((:
CRUSH-ED September 12, 2009 12:46 PM
i never knew that it would be this excruiciating.its painful;awful.
it only hit me when someone told me-i was stupid for not knowing.
perhaps i no longer exist in yr life.
who knows,maybe there's someone else in your heart.(al-
though unsure if i was ever in yours)
i cried.real badly.it has been a long time since i cried this bad for someone.
perfect.here im torn and i see u.im doing this outside.
it slipped my mind that u live around here.
coincidence?unlucky?
i dont know.anyways.
grrrr.im lost for words.
(in the process of thinking)
(oww...i poked my eye with my nails.pain pain pain!)~
maybe i should just take it that i didnt see u.ok.
errrrr...... cant stand it.unbearable.
S.O.S
someone save me.
its like whenever im with you,
i feel as though im at the top of the world.
whenever im not.i'll think of you.then be happy.
but now...
i have to stop myself from thinking of you.
its really gonna be hard.but i'll have to try.
i hardly slept last night.although i was exhausted.
even if i had slept,my mind was still bloggling about you.
then at around 7plus,my mum waked me up.wow.thanks.
she asked me to bake bread pudding
so she could give it to her friends to eat
then i had tuition.totally not concentrating.
made a large number of errors.
im never been this carried away before.
its like a new feeling.
weird.
i think im starting to freak myself out.
losing control.
well,no matter how bad this sounds,im not blaming u.
i'll just continue to ponder over this.
and wonder(like i always do)
...till then.im heartbrok-en.
i never knew it would be this piercing
i never knew you'd be like this.
i thought you were different
maybe you really are but
i just didn't get to know that part of you yet
im hoping you'd be .
praying for a miracle.
hoping you'd still be there for me in someday.as a friend.
or maybe even more.
i don't know.
i never like to say goodbye.
because im really bad at it.
even if i ever say
i know never mean it.
fyi.this aint a goodbye.
yet.
im back finally! 12:27 PM
so sorry..with all that delay.time to cont!(:
hmmm.well,we party-ed the whole night
every entrance of the house was amazingly decorated.
balloons everywhere.
so there was buffet(which was perfect!)
super delicious
then disco!(= there were disco lights!!!!!
plusplus SMOKE MACHINE!
basically it was super awesome,
thankfully none of the ppl were drunk.
one group clashed overnight over at my place
they played wii.
damn funny can.
they were really into the game as though it was real
haha(((((:
was an AWW-SOME night.
all the hard work of preperation were paid off;well.
end-
July 11, 2009 6:26 PM
fast forwading time.JULY!040709
another awesome day
pepper's mad hatter tea party!(her 21 celebration)
party details
date:040709
time:0630
venue:at home-garden party
theme:alice in wonderland
colour code:red and black
imagine this.
as u approach the house,you see red anad black balloons hanging on the gate.
upon entering,there;s a reception,with door bitches,and party hats and pictures-to remember the good ol' days
walking deeper in the garden u see a tent,
more red and black balloons on the tent,
buffet (hi-lo setting)tables.
on the tables are card games(snap.old maid.donkey.happy family)
oh not forgetting,a tea set!(ro match the theme)
UPDATES SOON OK!i dun have time already.have to rush off now!(:
240609 part(II)&250609 6:07 PM
after checking out,i went to meet LILIAN!at arnd 4 plus.(still have yet to wink an eye kay!)went to lido to book tickets for transformers!(:
well.it was my sister's birthday surprise.
it was like total panic cause my sister wanted to change the tickets from 2.30 to 3.30
thank goodness it can be changed ok!(: then everything was settled and we had early dinner!(actually it was my lunch and dinner)JAP FOOD!yumyum..praying that things would turn out the way its planned-to surprise her in the cinema on her 21st birthday/
250609
happy birthday pepper!love u always!
went to great world for gym(dance class)
then pepper called an d said that she would meet me late..
cause she is not ready..(as usual)what more can u expect especially when its her special day.
my mum ended up picking me up and sending us to orchard.
non stop messages to lilian.
pepper and i are where and where.(praying in my heart we wont bump into each other)
everything went well until pepper had to get subway cookies.i had no choice but to hurry call and check where lilian was.little did i know that they would bump into each other there.
the acting still continued.as though it was really fate that they met.HAHAHA!
PEPPER FELL FOR IT.here comes the best part.
we got in to the cinema and settled down.saw lilian,alex,emily at the corner of my eye.
\pepper was busy smsing and settling down.they came in to sit and pepper still didnt notice that it was them.(what to do;she's kinda blur)heees!!(((:
then they were likie HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEPPER!
and made quite a commotion in the theatre.by looking at the smile on her face and the way she reacted i was ecstatic yet heaving a sigh of relief.(glad that everything turned out SUPERRR WELL!)oh gosh whatta day!
wheeeeee! 5:54 PM
sandy's mood fluctuates alot.especially these few days.anyway,UPDATES on her life!230609 to 240609
she had her chalet.it was filled with so much fun
although she only invited 4 people,it was super fun.
we played wii,game of life,poker cards-penalty is to drink.
watched tv.watched ''honey'',swam,ate lots of yummy food!(thank you mummy for taking the trouble to cook with me)
it all started with zehui,joyce and cheng yang.kai jie only joined in at arnd 7...
why?BECAUSE he had to go to singapore discovery centre for i dont know what...anyways
we played till about 10 plus,chengyang had to go home.then we continued to play cards;till about 4am then zehui and joyce was super tired.so left with kai jie and myself.played wii till 9.30am i think.then woke zehui and joyce up.had breakfast(MAC!)heees(((:checked out at 1pm.
it may sound boring,but boy im not really good in expressing every detail.(;
June 18, 2009 6:20 PM
ps!((((:im like super busy so i haven't got the time to actually blog.
okok,updates!
basically its the hols now and boy am i still THAT busy.
well.i spend most of my time in tuition and doing my tuition work~
oh...speaking of work;i have not done my school holiday homework...whoops!(:
ok,have been going to ikea these two days(with my mum)and orchard..
i miss going out with my old friends!
however i cant cause im kinda like grounded
its like thekind where i cant go out with my friends but can with my mum or sis and go gym.
so i wouldnt really say im grounded...hahas
I SO HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT!
cant stand it man...
what im doing now is likego gym
YES!SANDY DOES GO TO THE GYM!
hahaha
shocking or cant imagine?
well,is true-
sandy is soooo hyper today no doubt abt it.u can ask joyce...
and now her fingers are in te mood to type.
recently she's in the mood for MANY things.and she wants alot of things..
i mean ALOT of things.
basically,she wants everything!haha(:
the few things that she wants fast are
a new phone
bags
shoes
clothes
her hair to grow super quickly(haha)
wallet
her own laptop
yea...thats basically it for the time being~
ok.she has to go soon...
i will be back,i promise!((:
see you soon!
